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Wednesday, November 27th

Tuesday Looooong Day


Yesterday was a long arduous day at work. I felt like a bobbing toy. This desk for this, back to the other desk for that, go to that make-shift desk to help someone else and then oops, forgot to do that, so hurry and get that done, then oh boy, this again and that again and oh wow, discover I didn't complete the end of October for that work and I'm thinking how on earth am I to get this all in sync again. And to start with, the first attack of the day I was floundering with, getting that how do I do this where do I start... when Dot appeared in front of me and said to hand it over to her - so BIG BIG help and thank you so much as I know that particular piece of work would have taken me close to three times longer then her since she was more familiar with the names involved than me. Hm. I think she saw the starting look of anxiety on me. Yay Dot! Thank you for being so much more to me than a sister. But the sister part is great in itself. Not sure how I would have gotten through a lot of things without her. And ha! I'm the older sister... shouldn't it be reversed? Wait... it was when we were a lot younger. :)

So it was a very long day with trying to keep up with all sides of things. It wasn't a moody angry or upset day in the least, but very hectic and fast paced.

I'm SO glad Bri did the Thanksgiving shopping for me (Thank you so much for that Bri!) I didn't have the energy to do it over the weekend and Monday after work, I was achy. Yesterday would have been a nightmare since I got out at eight p.m. Bri is such a sweetie at times. Other times, (said with a sincere smile, mind you) he's just Brian. I love him just the same and I appreciate that he cares enough about his mom (me! if the reader didn't know the connection) to be there even when he seems not to have a care one way or other. Oh wait, he cares a lot when he's arguing err debating on the internet. So many people are wrong out there that need to be corrected - or something like that.

Anyway. I'm feeling quite achy this morning - not sure if' it is all the moving around yesterday or the rain and cold this morning or just left over from the fall I took last week. Advil and Aleve will be my friends today.

I'm thinking to change my writing / typing to night time before bed so things are still fresh in my mind. I know my Mom use to write in her journal before going to bed. I miss my parents. It's been so very long since my Mom passed and I still feel tears come when I think of times we had and her funny antics that I see so often in my older son Pete. It amazes me at times. Of course I miss Dad but differently. He taught me how to be brave when things were tough and bless him, he sat with me so often on shifts with my Mom during my sick days in the hospital. I miss him too. Ah, it's the holiday blues striking, isn't it.

Time to get ready and off to work.

Good Day and Good Blessings!
Lyn on 11.27.13 @ 07:34 AM EST [link]


Monday, November 25th

Slumps - Not Today


Tough weekend - was quite... blah is the word I guess. Slept on and off Saturday and then stayed up late when Pete came over to visit. We discussed Thanksgiving and of course! I'll do the ham dinner. I like it as much as the boys do. Boys. My boys are not boys but young men... hm. Men. I'm not sure when the 'young' comes off. Anywho. So it was a slumpy kind of weekend for me for the most part. And Ron called on Sunday. Those dang bond things. Seems his bank gave him grief about turning in the bonds like Diane's did. I emailed him the paperwork that proved the bonds WERE turned in and we were doing the beneficiary thing to redeem them. With one of the sibs having passed on into another life - is that the term used for death? I can't remember. - during the time of filling out the papers for nine siblings, it was a concern if this would cause a problem. I got the death certificate which was an experience and half as it was another state and they have closed records. Having to prove who I was (license) and how we're related (both hers and mine birth certificate and thankfully we were born in the same area) that shows we shared the same parents... and then why I wanted the death certificate (uh.... I'm her sister doesn't qualify?! It did, actually, thankfully. Sheesh what an experience.) I believe that either that one ninth gets divided up to the rest of us OR they do research for the children. I sure ain't doing that. I have no idea where her six children are. I only know one is in a town nearby, three in Texas somewhere and the other two were within her area in Arizona. Do I have contact with any of them? No, of course not. Sad to say, situations happened that divided them up from most of the other family members. It happens. Do I regret it? Hm. No. It doesn't affect me and if that makes me heartless, yeah okay, if you say so is all I can say.

GAH! Look at the time! I gotta get ready for work and I don't know if I finished my yattering for this morning. Oh well, Sorry - gotta go!

Good Day and Good Blessings!
Lyn on 11.25.13 @ 07:28 AM EST [link]


Wednesday, November 20th

Hrmmm


So what to type about today. Hrm. My life is so boring and not that I mind at all as I like simple and easy and okay boring. Heh. In all seriousness, I like things how they are. There are some people that are always looking back for what they could have done, what they should have done so that they'd have this now and then get that in the future.... I wonder if that's a pessimistic thing. When I look back, it's to say well that might not have been the best thing yet I learned this this and this from that. And I continue forward and try to remember what I learned from the past to either repeat it or not to repeat it. At any rate, my should've could've would've life may not have been the best choices or they were. For some parts that I might have thought were bad choices - I'm pretty sure I wouldn't have the pleasantries of those choices so how could it have been a bad choice? I think for every supposed bad choice, there is usually something good in some way from it. Even if it's not seen at that moment. Later on in retrospect, it can be found. I think. At least for me, I see it that way.

Yeah, makes no sense anyway. It's just me thinking away again.

Heh, that's not so boring then, is it? I think, I play, I am amused by some of the simplest things. Yeah, I would love to have something more, yet it isn't the time for me, I guess. No, of course it's not fate or destiny. It's choice. Doing nothing is a choice. Doing something is a choice.

Okay, Finn is bapping my elbow and making purrrt noises cuz he wants to play but I gotta finish getting ready for work.

Good Day, Good Blessings!

Lyn on 11.20.13 @ 07:38 AM EST [link]


Tuesday, November 19th

Hot Cold Hot Cold


Another fun morning of hot flashes. It'll pass and did so as I talk to Bri.
Okay, nothing to report right now and it's too late to put a lot of thought into things right now, soooo

Good Day Good Blessings.


Lyn on 11.19.13 @ 07:46 AM EST [link]


Saturday, November 16th

Good Morning World!


Sounds like I'm happy about stuff right? Heh. I'm not unhappy, but I'm not THAT over excited either. I just felt it bubble out so out it came.

Euw. That sounded awful and yeah I could re-write it, but why ruin a perfectly honest remark.

Hot flashes are really annoying and making me crazy. Estroven does work (Thank you Linda) but it works only if I remember to take it. I realized (just now) the problem is, I had it on the bed stand but when I noticed Finn liked the smell of it and caught him trying to steal it, I put it in the bed shelf and closed the sliding door to keep him away from it. Problem is, I forgot about it. Duh. So while I'm thinking of it (like NOW) and there. It's put with my morning meds in the little drawer right here beside my desk. Now I shouldn't forget to take them.

Oh - good news on the doctor visit yesterday. The three fluoroscope shots are working great and so I'm ready for physical therapy. I have to set that up come Monday. I think it's 2 or 3 times a week for six weeks. It's suppose to teach me proper posture and such as well as exercises for my back. My sciatica was actually a herniated disc so that's what caused all the pain down my leg and started to make walking near to impossible. It's amazing the difference now. But I do keep forgetting I have to treat my back gently still so not to re-inflame the inflammation

Okay, heading out to breakfast with Dot. I may or may not be back to add more.

Good Day, Good Blessings!

Lyn on 11.16.13 @ 07:03 AM EST [link]


Thursday, November 14th

Lost Half of Day



Well now. I just got up. This is different, waking up with a full blaze of sun coming in. This is a most unusual thing for me, losing half a day to sleep.

I blame Nyquil.

Yesterday I started sniffling a lot and then blowing my nose. Hm. Allergies kicking in... so I took some Alavert. Helped some. But a little later on, I was making that "koff hm" clearing throat sound. Hmmm. Ut oh. And by the time I was heading off to bed, I was coughing. I looked for my Mucinex D and realized I need to buy some. What do I have what do I have as I searched through my cabinet. Nyquil. Oooh. Hm. I don't like to take that as I know it really zonks me out, but I'm feeling a little rough and I know I won't sleep with the junk starting to congest in my throat and chest. Okay. One little medicine cup attached full. My head touched the pillow and out I went. I was tired to begin with. I remember getting up to go to the bathroom and just about falling off the toilet as I drifted off there on the seat. Crap (no pun intended but hee hee) Back to bed and now here it is One, one thirty in the afternoon. Wow.

Now mind you, I'm not a breakfast eater, but right away I made toast, had a cup of orange juice and am now sipping my coffee. Figured it best to eat something before I get that drugged hangover feeling. I'm doing fine, but clearing my throat and sniffling. ::sighs:: I think I have a cold. If I get out today, I'll pick up some muscinex since I know that's what works for me. If not... I'll just use the sudafed stuff for tonight. No more of that Nyquil unless I really really need to use it.

Blech.

Enough blah blah for today.

Good Day and Good Blessings!


Lyn on 11.14.13 @ 02:08 PM EST [more..]


Tuesday, November 12th

First Snow of the Season


Just a few snow showers this morning, one of which looked like a snow squall for about ten minutes or so. It probably was longer, but Finn and Styx had a hard time getting me to wake up so they could pounce the flakes on the balcony. Soon as I realized it was snowing, I got up to let them out on the balcony. Spazzy cats. Pounce pounce pounce, run in the house making weird grrrup sounds and running back out to attack more. At least Finn was. Styx was happy to pounce them and then came in to watch Finn go all spazz. It'll be fun to watch him when it actually snows and accumulates on the balcony. Last year they both were a riot to watch. I can only imagine how much fun he'd have if he were and outdoor cat. He's got a lot of energy that I can't even play enough with. I don't give him play time exercise like I should. Bri does a lot of play with him, but he still isn't having enough of it. Maybe if I lived on the first floor, I'd let him out through the balcony door, but up on the sixth floor... yeah, he's not going out to run about.

Night time was not so great. Up and down a lot to the bathroom. My tummy isn't feeling so good. It's feeling somewhat better now, but still not right. Most likely it was what I ate last night. Gonna have toast and okay, coffee, in a bit to see if it helps.

Pete stopped over last night. I asked to swap out vehicles. Gave him Bri's car for my jeep. His truck isn't being fixed yet. I suggested he make a call to our insurance agent to find out what's going on and when does he take it in. I saw a lot of damage to the back end and for a Ford truck, that's saying something. Wasn't his fault and he made the right moves to prevent an accident, the guy behind didn't pay attention and rammed into both Pete and the other guy that Pete swerved to not hit. He didn't think the damage was so bad to his truck. The one that hit smashed his front end really bad, making air bags implode. Or is that explode? I warned Pete about making sure he notes if he has any neck pain later on as that sounded like it could have caused whiplash. At any rate, when I drove over to his house to give him my jeep to use, I got out and looked at his truck. Besides the tail pipe hanging an inch from the ground, I could see that the bumper was dented in to where the lift wouldn't be able to open and then noticed the bed looked off center from the cab. Moving move towards the right, I saw the wheel well was buckled, leaving a half inch gap between the trim and wheel that more than bowed out. Looked like > but not so sharp. Crouching down to see lower, it actually looked like undercarriage damage to me that pushed the back end out of alignment. Yow, that had to have been a very hard hit. Pete didn't even notice all of that other damage, but it had been dark out when he got home with the truck. He only told me the back bumper and his muffler maybe. No wonder the air bags of the car behind poofed. I know the police showed up and I think an ambulance but none of the three involved went to the hospital or wanted medical treatment. Not being an expert of any kind mind you, just what I saw looked to be something quite expensive to repair even if it were to be. I'm thinking to have him also have Mark look at it for an estimate on a mechanic side. Just to make comparison to what Arbella may be trying to estimate for repair. I'm thinking it may be time for a new truck.

I'm on vacation this week. Going no where, but chilling. I so needed time away from the office. I don't think I'll be doing much around the house err condo.. um.. place? I can't figure out what to call it and I refuse to call it an apartment. Bad enough the post office calls it an apartment but I suppose that's more home sounding then unit. I still can't wrap my head around what's more comfortable to call it. At any rate, I'm not doing much if anything here. As if I do anything here. Heh. I do. A little. Now and then. I'm still pampering my back though as well. I don't like it when I start to feel the achy from trying to bend down - most likely improperly and that's why the back complains - like I did this morning to put the cat food on the bottom shelf of the cabinet. Even doing the squat position to be low in doing that or cleaning the kitty litter tends to make my legs get all tingly weak and my back makes a little complaint. I admit, I'm out of shape, but I shouldn't be having THAT much difficulty with the stoop squat position. And getting back up... :X Good thing I'm usually near a wall or piece of heavy furniture. I have to brace and push to get back up and then go sit down until the muscles stop quivering and complaining. Dang wimpy muscles. I want to go back to the gym to do at least the treadmill to get my legs use to walking more than a few minutes. I am able to go food shopping again without my legs and back feeling like they want to quit. That's saying something for sure. But I'm not ready for more than that, I know. I still end up huffing by the time I get the groceries out of the car into the lobby, onto the elevator and then to my door and then into the kitchen without breaking a sweat. And I'm sure that sweat is more to do with hot flashes going on at the same time. All that isn't so bad, really, but six bags at minimum, packed a bit heavier then I should be lifting (and no, of course I only try two at a time, so it's back and forth to each place to put them all) because AGAIN, I forgot to put the hand truck thing in the car to put them on to roll them in. So add that into the mix of achy back, it's no wonder it's taking me so long to get better. I FEEL much better though. Those shots in the back (fluoroscopy I think is the word) have made such a HUGE difference that I keep forgetting I still have to give it healing time for the herniated disc. Until I feel the complaint from over-doing. Then I sit and wait till I can move again. It's nothing compared to the pain I had before, but it's more like hrm. a grumpiness. Not a true achy, but like... I know I'm at that line and I better stop whatever it is I'm doing. And then of course, add in that I have a high tolerance of pain that I'm thinking this line is probably a lot further than I should allow and therefore, causing the healing to take longer. Grr. Annoying.

Okay then. I'm done complaining. I need some tea and toast. Err coffee and toast. Then I'll play some Zenachi. I'm at level 5-4 and I can't seem to get past that level due to the time allotment it gives to complete. I keep going back and trying every day. Determination I tell ya. I mean to get past this level, but it makes me wonder how much harder it'll be and then why is it ZENachi... if it's making me more annoyed then calm?! Or is it trying to teach me to approach it differently? Hm.

Good Day and Good Blessings!

Lyn on 11.12.13 @ 08:50 AM EST [link]


Sunday, November 10th

Second of the Day!


Okay so here's a goodie! A second posting today! Woohoo!

Yeah, really, I know you're not THAT excited.

I spent the morning trying to remember how to fancy up pages. I am so... uhh well I don't remember how to do a lot of this and I tried researching. I managed to change at least the front page somewhat and just colored the inside framework ie: right here where you're reading. And on the side frame too. I still have a lot to re-teach myself. But for now, it's good enough.

EosDev.com had some wonderful how-to's back in the day when I used this site for updates and life going ons with Dad. The site is still there with some beautiful backgrounds, but I can't find the tricks to layering it. At least not with the Greymatter which is this... setup I have for blogging instead of using wordpress and such.

Yeah, family members are going whaaa. Don't give us all this geek or nerd talk. We dun care about how you do it, just do it! Remember the story of the dust monsters? That was in the old house. Since I've been here in the Condo (going on near four years if you can believe that!) I'm pretty sure I have dust bunnies.. or monsters... but I don't know since all but bathroom and kitchen are carpeted. It's hard for me to tell since I uh... don't vacuum as often as I should... It's still cluttered! Give me a break! I'm still not fully organized. Will I ever be? (waits a moment) You can stop laughing. When I use that rubberized carpet scraper thing (I admit that thing is pretty awesome for pulling up all the hair and hidden dusties) I get a lot of hairball dust monster stuff. It's good to use prior the vacuum cleaner so the motor doesn't burn out from all the hair tangling crap. No I didn't burn out the motor before learning that. I smelled it almost burning... and hearing the thing sound like a stuffed up elephant nose... :X Anyway. That is when I see the hidden dust bunnies/monsters. I have to make them. Or they are there, but flattened out in hiding or incognito blending in with the rug I guess. Oh my. I have camouflaged dust monsters! They learned how to be out in the open instead of under the bed! Great.

Okay anyway, this post was suppose to be about me attempting to update the look and now I have dust to think about. Blech.

Gonna go play some games.
Good Day and Good Blessings!

Lyn on 11.10.13 @ 02:20 PM EST [link]


Am I awake yet?


Blonde curly hair, big blue eyes and adorable as can be peering at me at the side of my bed like waiting for me to wake up. / Thin pretty woman in a dark purple, probably eggplant color, long dress that was layers of ruffles? Dark short hair styled like olden times, with a curl at her cheeks. More like flapper style hair I think. Standing on - looked like MY dresser - decorating the top of the mirror with silky scarfs and kept looking over in my direction talking. But I didn't hear any words. Just saw her mouth moving. Hm. Then Rah-eh? Finn was yowing at me. It sounds like he's calling someone's name (Ra-ul)

I had to write that down before I forgot. Makes no sense to me. I didn't dream anything before and after - I just "saw" it. I'm pretty sure I had my eyes closed and I was in the midst of waking up. And those two people aren't anyone I know, nor did I see any movie or show containing them in it. So. Who are they and what do they want? Well, the woman obviously wants to decorate my dresser. Heehee. And the little blonde girl was waiting for me to wake up. I'm thinking neither one was really speaking or dealing with "me". I'm not even sure they were together. The little girl was there first and then I think she was gone when I saw the woman.

I don't know. I just know I had to write it down before I forgot. Finn was adamant about me getting up. His food bowl was empty. The first time he bothered me, he brought his stick toy in with a little pink heart and fluff feathers on it with a bell. It was bought for ChopStyx but Finn claimed it. He kept making the bell tinkle or ring, however a small little jingle bell makes its noise. I threw it off the bed and didn't open my eyes, but he bounded off the bed to chase it. Not much longer he was back with a brown feather toy with another jingly sounding bell on it. I opened my eyes just enough to see it was still on the dark side but just before the sun comes up and I tried to gauge where to throw it before I wong (there isn't such a word, is there, but I meant the past tense of winged which still sounds wrong. Okay, I THREW it) it across the room attempting to make it land on the cat tower diagonally placed from the bed. Yeah well, without glasses and still sleepy, it didn't make it that far, but because the room is a mess (and I seriously mean like boxes, clothes, computer parts, baskets, etc so yes, my usual state of cluttered) he had an obstacle course to find it and leave me to my 'I don't want to get up yet' sleepiness. (Maybe that's why the woman was standing on my dresser? too much clutter in case you didn't follow that line of thought)

Anyway. It wasn't too much longer before Finn was back with his Rah ool sounding meow. After those two people were in my room that is. Weird. So I got up and tried to sit down to write and of course Chma jumps up and nudges my hand as she wants to be fed too. GAH! Fine. I fed both before I sat down to do this. Chopstyx however... she's a funny little cat - little in the respect that she's not huge like her brother Finn, and definitely much lighter in weight and dainty smaller. She doesn't seem to want to eat in the morning. I think she waits till Finn is done. BUT she usually wants a dollop of whip cream in the morning. I dunno. Yes, I'm guilty of giving her a dollop of whip cream. What I do notice is that she doesn't like wet canned food. She eats only the dry stuff. Chma eats only canned wet food. Finn, well he eats nearly everything and anything. Seriously nearly ANYTHING. We've had to pull things out of his mouth as he decides to eat plastic bits (I don't even know where he finds them, other than chewing on his toys) paper, pills if I drop them and not quick enough to pick it up before he tries to eat them. His name should have been Hoover. Or Pica - Pike-ah? Still he retains his nickname of Opus. (orange piece uf shit) It's not meant in a mean way. And we call him the Fun Police. He doesn't like Chopstyx to have fun. If she starts to play with Bri, then the Fun Police show up and she runs away. Oh well.

I'm not sure even where I'm going with this post. And yes, I missed yesterday. I was too blah in the morning to do it. It was a pretty blah day for me yesterday. I couldn't get myself to do anything except play a game or two and then plonk on the couch to watch old shows like Matlock. Don't judge me. There isn't anything good on during the day especially after getting rid of all the movie stations.

And that's about it. My brain is done for a while.

Good Day and Good Blessings.


Lyn on 11.10.13 @ 07:13 AM EST [link]


Thursday, November 7th

Hot & Cold


Blech. I'm hot. I'm cold. I'm hot, I'm cold. I'm angr- no, wait. Irritable. Ah yes. Irritability. Hm. (pause) Yeah, no. I don't like it. Not one bit. Hot and cold is tough enough, but irritability too? Gah! Daytime is a treat. Not. Being mild mannered (well most the time?) this hot cold and irritable stuff is quite annoying at work. I thought I conquered the hot and cold thing with a fan that is on and off at my desk. But now I'm finding I get a bit irritable and it makes me annoyed as sometimes I don't know what set me off. I'm thinking maybe upping my mood med a half tab will help. And nights - covers on and off all night. Then I'm sitting up, leaning against the wall for the coolness. (the side of my bed is against the wall thankfully so I don't have to get out of bed...) Thankfully, I haven't had a full sweat. Just the perspiring kind and it's yucky to me just the same. At any rate, I'm up too early but it's mostly to cool down the body which tends to feed hot like furnace regardless.

But with all this going on, and having auditors in the office looking for things that haven't been done in some time due to lack of staff and I only have two hands dammit and only one other with the ability to do what I do and she can't help because of the work she has to get done... I've had an anxiety attack and irritable spells. Luckily my sister works with me and she notices when this happens and comes immediately to my attention to put me back in the right frame of mind - or at least soothes me. (Thank you Dot) And so, I'm very glad I have a week off coming up REAL SOON. I think the pace at work is making me cranky. Or I need more meds. No... I need to have a proper sized staff! DAMMIT. Okay, I'm fine, calm down. (heavy sigh) I guess we'll get written up by the Auditors for not having all the work done and right now, all I can say is I try hard to do my best, but even I get beat down when I don't have the help I need.


Funny how I can admit that. I need help with the work. But it's difficult to admit that for the condo. It's so odd to say home. I always say House - "it's at the house" "call the house" even the cell phone number was "House". It was home, yes, but I said House all the time. I don't know why. Maybe that's something I picked up from Dad? So here at the Condo. It is now my home, but it's not a house, so I say Condo. I almost called it the Apartment. (gasp) I've never lived in an apartment, but yeah it's the same thing but more of them?! What is the difference other than usually you OWN a condo though they can be rented... yet I never heard of anyone owning an apartment unless it's a landlord and he owns the building that has apartments, so it's not the same thing? OR is it. Some people own more than one condo. But not always stacked or beside each other. Hm. So strange. And condos usually have trustees and management. Apartments don't. That must be the difference or mostly.

At any rate, my cell-phone now has Condo instead of House listed. Home would essentially cover either, but that just doesn't seem to be the right name. Home is when I'm in it. Ha, there it is. That's the reason for it. I think. And I do really love being in the Condo. It feels like home, yes, LOOKS like home :X Sorry, I'm a messy disorganized organized person. And I've never ever admitted to being domestic. I've said and still stand by "my only domestic quality is that I live in a home" I straight out say "I'm not domestic" so that should not be a surprise. Which is probably why I feel so at home here in my new place. Well, going on four years now. Truly the best thing my sibs ever talked me into and thank you for that. It's comfortable, it's in my safe zone (meaning in the same area as the old house) and I don't feel terrified.

Of course I went off the subject of Hot & Cold. Do you really care? Noooo you don't. You find amusement in my rambling raving antics. And (smiles) it allows me to let off steam (fan fan fan) and to relax once again.

I suppose I should start the day with kitty box duty (blech) and then the other morning stuff to do.

Good Day and Good Blessings!

Lyn on 11.07.13 @ 05:31 AM EST [link]


Wednesday, November 6th

And another day


Sad to say, voting day was a bust. Well, for some of us. I am disheartened by the end result in a way that I can only hope it doesn't truly affect my working spirit. Guess I'll move onto another subject.

Okay then. I'm not sure what the next subject is.

Ah, here we go. Finn, Styx and Chma are doing fine. The two younger are most annoying when they tag-team the older cat and I've been considering a Pet-hotel for the two meanies to give Chma a week respite. The poor thing is reduced to a small area of space where Finn & Styx will not trounce her. Mainly it's a 5x7 rug where I sit at the computer. She can't even go into the bathroom to use her litter without a hassle. I now carry her from my desk to the bathroom and close the door for her to have her privacy. The moment I walk away Finn goes and rattles the doorknob to try to get in there. When she's done, I have to carry her back to the safe zone. Bri handles this by using a spray bottle and standing guard for Chma to walk to and from the bathroom. I just don't have that kind of time. And he yells. That seems to be more upsetting to me than the cats. I haven't quite decided what to do. I'll give it more thought.

Water's ready so I'm off to have my coffee and let the cat back out to my desk.

Good Day, Good Blessings!

Lyn on 11.06.13 @ 06:46 AM EST [link]


Tuesday, November 5th

Hello?


Yeeeahhh... okay. Hello out there. I've been away. (rethinking that line) Away as in just not taking care of the er, this isn't really a blog right? Blog would mean participants besides the Author, I think?? Maybe it's just a journal or online diary - err NO on the diary. I think that it's more okay so it's just a pretend bunch of scribbled notes. I need to research (ya right) the real title of this open spaced writing to share with the world thing. Maybe it is a BLOG after all. Log... but what's the B??

Anyway, I'm not here about the blog - well yes I am, but GAH. - My mind is going faster than my fingers and my thoughts are jumbled. I just wanted to freakin figure out how to get back INTO the Admin section! (Yep, you guessed it, I figured it out else there wouldn't be an entry.) I had to do an entry to prove to myself, not to you, that I got in and I can attempt at returning to doing this... okay, that line needs to be re thought out. thunk out? I spent over a half hour trying to get into this area as I didn't see a ADMIN LOGIN button on my own darn front page! How's that for dummyville. And screw you spellcheck. THREE times already. Okay okay, I admit I haven't taken my mood balance pills yet. It's like a see-saw. I don't want to compare it to a rollercoaster (rollercoaster? Really? Spellcheck doesn't like that one either. Roller-coaster is acceptable. Well PAH on you Spell-check I gotta be perfect nanew na-new doesn't like either way of that one checker!)

Uh. Yeah, ignore that rant.

It's Election Day here in my city. Mayoral / Councillors and School Committee are the choices today. If you're from around here then get out and VOTE! It's time for a change! (looks furtively side to side) Uh, can I say that and not make it sound like what I mean?
I suppose it's actually in how one interprets the meaning and that I didn't bold the one sentence to make the impact of what I might have meant by it... And now you're not sure what I really meant at all. Is it a change to go out and vote? Is it a change of committee members? Councillors? Mayor?? (smiles) There. All basis covered so it's up to you what it meant and I don't have to be concerned about how your decision is derived. Me? Oh yeah, for someone not fond of or even wanting to be involved politically - funny since where I work - but yes, I do think it's time for a change. I am quite sure I have the right to state my thoughts and opinions as long as there is no slander involved. I certainly hope my last choice of Mayor is much better this time. That's all I'm saying. Okay, maybe not. I admit, I had hopes for the one chosen last time, but I feel (personally, that is) quite disappointed with that choice and I am definitely going for a change of office. I won't know until tonight, but I certainly hope my choice today gets in. As for Ward Councillors, I have a choice of two new faces as my original ward Councillor moved out of my ward. Neither one I am familiar with, but one of them I have heard something about. It's a good something and so, I think that one is getting my vote too. Lastly, the School Committee. I know some of the names and some I don't. There is a good choice there and I don't think there could be a bad choice. And now, I need to call for a ride as I don't have my car - that's a different story.

Good Day, Good Blessings!

Lyn on 11.05.13 @ 06:50 AM EST [link]